So I’ve never been much of a writer
and I am sorry if this boring to read (not really sure how this whole blogging
thing works) but I promise to post cool God stories and pictures once I am down
there!
This time last year I was gearing up
for my last semester of college, twelve months later I am preparing to move to
Peru to teach (with the time between finding out about the opportunity and actually
leaving being just 30 days). When I tell this to my unsaved coworkers, they
think that I am out of mind. To them I seem crazy, I graduated college at 21,
was the youngest applicant to be offered the position as a Criminal Justice
Specialist for the County Sheriff’s Department (which through a series
of events I ended up having to turn down), moved back home and have been
working as a Field Representative for six months. Now I am
packing up and moving to Peru to teach 22 three year olds in a country I’ve
never been to, where they speak a language that I took two semesters of five
years ago, and I don’t know anyone there. Also, because my background is in
Psychology and Criminal Justice I have absolutely no experience teaching and am
much more comfortable working with inmates than I am working with large
quantities of little people.
Yes, in the world’s eyes I am crazy having turned down what
would be considered a good job and now traveling to a new place where I don’t
speak the language and don’t know anyone [2 Corinthians 5:13a, “If we are ‘out
of our mind,’ as some say, it is for God”], but I am confident in the peace God
has given me concerning this decision and know that this is exactly where God
wants me to be right now. I would rather be in the most dangerous place in the
world if that was God will for me than to be outside of God’s will in what the
world would consider the “safest place.”
I know that I have shared this with
some of you before but this is something that a friend of mine from college
shared with me a while ago but it has stuck with me ever since. He told me that
God has painted a 25 foot mural of my life. Right now I can only see what is
painted right in front of my face, and it may not make any sense at the time,
but as time goes on, I step back. And step by step I am able to see more and
more of the picture until ultimately at the end, I can see how every piece,
every trial, every struggle, and every victory blended together like the pieces
of a puzzle to create the picture of my life. One that the God of the universe
cared enough about to orchestrate down to the very last detail. God has been
teaching me a lot since graduation about seeking His wisdom and figuring out
what I like to call “active patience” (waiting on Him and His timing without
becoming stagnant, still keeping active while waiting) and I know that He has
many more areas of my life that He will be working on while I am down in Peru.
I am excited to see what He has in
store and would very much appreciate your prayers as I embark on this new
adventure. I think one of my theme verses for this experience is going to be Philippians
4:13, “I can do all things through Christ who strengths me” because there is no
way that I am qualified or able to do this on my own, it will only be through
Christ and your prayers!
T-minus 4
days and counting…..
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